Moving forward when I want the past to become reality,
fighting so hard my body deals with so much brutality.
To you I cling so tight my hands feel numb,
arms get so outstretched like over chewed gum.
Heart is in pieces but You fix better than glue,
surrender it all is something I'm trying desperately to do.
Meet me here at this place of silence,
getting rid of all my violence.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Who Is Left
Seeing you walk by in the past I have done nothing,
I am newly born, a stronger boldness in me God did bring.
No longer shall I watch the struggling stroll by,
for in my heart I begin to cry.
Strength, healing, comfort, guidance whatever you seek,
God led you to me, wanting to change the weak.
Bondage's and walls will crumble at His power,
no one is left behind from feeling His awakening shower.
I am newly born, a stronger boldness in me God did bring.
No longer shall I watch the struggling stroll by,
for in my heart I begin to cry.
Strength, healing, comfort, guidance whatever you seek,
God led you to me, wanting to change the weak.
Bondage's and walls will crumble at His power,
no one is left behind from feeling His awakening shower.
Being Set Free
How can you continue to visit your grave?
the old person is dead, cuz you Jesus did save.
Burn the shovel, no digging anymore,
walking with God is where you must explore.
Being set free is so satisfying not only to yourself,
our Daddy is clapping for we are discovering our wealth.
Kneel before the Lord and weights fall as you submit,
the path is hard but please don't quit.
Lay everything down release all of your control,
cleaning us with bleach, shining bright our very soul.
Throwing the past out and locking every possible door,
cuz if those thoughts stay inside our body gets sore.
Being alone is a great way to get a Godly visit,
worship brings it out for some, just don't miss it.
We need to be saturated at times by His presence you see,
in those moments, God shows the true version of me.
The one that inspires or encourages the people I meet,
best thing with God is that I can trust Him to guide my feet.
the old person is dead, cuz you Jesus did save.
Burn the shovel, no digging anymore,
walking with God is where you must explore.
Being set free is so satisfying not only to yourself,
our Daddy is clapping for we are discovering our wealth.
Kneel before the Lord and weights fall as you submit,
the path is hard but please don't quit.
Lay everything down release all of your control,
cleaning us with bleach, shining bright our very soul.
Throwing the past out and locking every possible door,
cuz if those thoughts stay inside our body gets sore.
Being alone is a great way to get a Godly visit,
worship brings it out for some, just don't miss it.
We need to be saturated at times by His presence you see,
in those moments, God shows the true version of me.
The one that inspires or encourages the people I meet,
best thing with God is that I can trust Him to guide my feet.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Uncomfortable Heat
How do I touch the peoples hearts near me?
Who you are I need to change how some do see.
Visualizing the cross where you died keeps me in check,
the longer I imagine it I can not become a wreck.
Suddenly tears begin to fall off my face like bricks,
cuz I see the pain on your face from all these stripes.
Going through that proves your love for us is deep,
the price we can't see cuz the path you took was so steep.
Take a deep breathe then I'm back at your side,
you are my strength cuz for me you died.
To give protection and comfort to the weak,
the warmth you let out of your eyes warms my cheek.
It's something we can't buy, nothing we have will do,
by your mercy, freely did we get you.
Touch the lives around me God, through me they can see,
together we will climb the thing called the life tree.
Look into my eyes, they bring healing and joy,
you are meant to be happy, life is not just an old toy.
Who you are I need to change how some do see.
Visualizing the cross where you died keeps me in check,
the longer I imagine it I can not become a wreck.
Suddenly tears begin to fall off my face like bricks,
cuz I see the pain on your face from all these stripes.
Going through that proves your love for us is deep,
the price we can't see cuz the path you took was so steep.
Take a deep breathe then I'm back at your side,
you are my strength cuz for me you died.
To give protection and comfort to the weak,
the warmth you let out of your eyes warms my cheek.
It's something we can't buy, nothing we have will do,
by your mercy, freely did we get you.
Touch the lives around me God, through me they can see,
together we will climb the thing called the life tree.
Look into my eyes, they bring healing and joy,
you are meant to be happy, life is not just an old toy.
You Choose
Do you not see those you walk among on earth?
Can you not understand how much they are worth?
It is true you live there but not a part of it,
I will not stop you from giving them a royal place to sit.
So go, love everyone, not just the ones you know,
for there is a treasure for them that you must show.
We must not deny the lost, for God loves all,
our job is to grow in numbers, no one shall fall.
The amount of tears that are wasted on all the pain,
suffering and hurt is not what He wants us to gain.
Grace, mercy and passion just a few that Jesus has in supply,
repentance and forgiveness, there needs to be an outcry.
You choose what path it is that you will take,
just so you know, there are consequences for what you make.
As it says in Psalms "our help is in the name of the Lord,
the Maker or the heavens and the earth'' In this we don't get bored.
Cuz He works in us everyday, how great is He?
Amazing is His name, the one who never stops loving me.
Can you not understand how much they are worth?
It is true you live there but not a part of it,
I will not stop you from giving them a royal place to sit.
So go, love everyone, not just the ones you know,
for there is a treasure for them that you must show.
We must not deny the lost, for God loves all,
our job is to grow in numbers, no one shall fall.
The amount of tears that are wasted on all the pain,
suffering and hurt is not what He wants us to gain.
Grace, mercy and passion just a few that Jesus has in supply,
repentance and forgiveness, there needs to be an outcry.
You choose what path it is that you will take,
just so you know, there are consequences for what you make.
As it says in Psalms "our help is in the name of the Lord,
the Maker or the heavens and the earth'' In this we don't get bored.
Cuz He works in us everyday, how great is He?
Amazing is His name, the one who never stops loving me.
Powerful Mindset
We are in this glorious yellow flower field,
where this army marches on, we do not yield.
Once we sound His name, the numbers increase,
not stopping til the pain the enemy creates does cease.
The horn of justice is blown and we lift our swords as one,
swinging it to and fro til the battle is done.
It might seem like we are alone at first in the land,
but look closer, we are the number of specs of dirt in the sand.
His reign shall rule throughout this place,
as the elite force of Gods, we set the pace.
Think, act, believe this powerful mindset,
for we do not worry, nor do we fret.
Endure anything that comes your way,
give everything, so what comes can stay.
where this army marches on, we do not yield.
Once we sound His name, the numbers increase,
not stopping til the pain the enemy creates does cease.
The horn of justice is blown and we lift our swords as one,
swinging it to and fro til the battle is done.
It might seem like we are alone at first in the land,
but look closer, we are the number of specs of dirt in the sand.
His reign shall rule throughout this place,
as the elite force of Gods, we set the pace.
Think, act, believe this powerful mindset,
for we do not worry, nor do we fret.
Endure anything that comes your way,
give everything, so what comes can stay.
Pour Out Thy Love
You inspire songs, poems, and sermons all over,
the gifts we receive are prophetic I know.
Giving the power you possess to mere humans,
at first I could not understand why.
What are we to behold such amazing wonders?
Miracles is something that we can actually do?
Now I see the intent you had all along,
pouring into us, so we can in turn pour out to the weak.
In order to do this we must start to seek,
the love you put in us is limitless and eternal.
How can no one want such a gift as that?
Father, break our hearts I ask you,
allow us to feel the pain of the lost people you crave.
For those you died for and the life you gave,
bring us to the spot in our lives that desires you.
Work in the hearts that hunger for compassion,
teach them, build them up in a gracious fashion.
Let the roar of your glory reach all the land,
the warriors begin to battle, victors they stand.
the gifts we receive are prophetic I know.
Giving the power you possess to mere humans,
at first I could not understand why.
What are we to behold such amazing wonders?
Miracles is something that we can actually do?
Now I see the intent you had all along,
pouring into us, so we can in turn pour out to the weak.
In order to do this we must start to seek,
the love you put in us is limitless and eternal.
How can no one want such a gift as that?
Father, break our hearts I ask you,
allow us to feel the pain of the lost people you crave.
For those you died for and the life you gave,
bring us to the spot in our lives that desires you.
Work in the hearts that hunger for compassion,
teach them, build them up in a gracious fashion.
Let the roar of your glory reach all the land,
the warriors begin to battle, victors they stand.
Psalm 7
Father, in you I do put my trust,
please save me from the persecutors, you must.
They are as lions, ripping my soul to bits,
if I have done what they say, let them stomp my heart til it splits.
Daddy, come forth in your anger and apply your rage to my enemies attack,
judge me O Lord for what righteousness is on my back.
For you are my defense and grow angry with wickedness by the hour,
set your weapons upon them, let the arrows fall on them like a shower.
Gracious are you who saves the upright in heart,
since you raised me up again, my co-heir with you i shall never part.
To you God I will give my praise,
with a thankful heart I look up to the name of the Lord most high and gaze.
please save me from the persecutors, you must.
They are as lions, ripping my soul to bits,
if I have done what they say, let them stomp my heart til it splits.
Daddy, come forth in your anger and apply your rage to my enemies attack,
judge me O Lord for what righteousness is on my back.
For you are my defense and grow angry with wickedness by the hour,
set your weapons upon them, let the arrows fall on them like a shower.
Gracious are you who saves the upright in heart,
since you raised me up again, my co-heir with you i shall never part.
To you God I will give my praise,
with a thankful heart I look up to the name of the Lord most high and gaze.
Gladness Flows
Stop feeling depressed or unhappy with life,
for the river of God has powered through you like butter cut with a knife.
His love has been flowing over you to save you from the dark,
deep inside is something, Jesus has left His mark.
It's being called out, stop fighting the purest light,
when it comes down to it, you won't win that fight.
God will overcome you at some point without a doubt,
that day shall come, out of your mouth His words spout.
So I say drink as much as you can, then drink more,
if not, pain will be about you, always feeling sore.
Gladness comes only from our Almighty Lord,
with Him in us we have strength and His sword.
Time has arrived to drop everything and listen,
He wants us to love Him, without Him we are in the lions den.
His presence brings comfort and warmth to my heart,
since our relationship started He has not given up on His part.
Stop messing around, through God we are truly found.
for the river of God has powered through you like butter cut with a knife.
His love has been flowing over you to save you from the dark,
deep inside is something, Jesus has left His mark.
It's being called out, stop fighting the purest light,
when it comes down to it, you won't win that fight.
God will overcome you at some point without a doubt,
that day shall come, out of your mouth His words spout.
So I say drink as much as you can, then drink more,
if not, pain will be about you, always feeling sore.
Gladness comes only from our Almighty Lord,
with Him in us we have strength and His sword.
Time has arrived to drop everything and listen,
He wants us to love Him, without Him we are in the lions den.
His presence brings comfort and warmth to my heart,
since our relationship started He has not given up on His part.
Stop messing around, through God we are truly found.
Time To See
Why do you pretend I have not changed you,
chance after chance I give to see what you actually do.
Stop thinking you are still at the fence of decision,
your life is Mine, I move in you with power and vision.
Let your emotions flow, don't hide them anymore,
when you let them go, people will begin to move from their core.
Hearts will beat for Me, once you see your change,
no boundaries are keeping you, no limits on your range.
Love like you have, I give to only a few,
I know deep within them I can trust cuz they are pure and true.
So I say it is time for you to see, open your eyes,
when you do so, you will see such a wonderful prize.
You don't give yourself credit, stop beating yourself down,
set your caring eyes on this Glorious crown.
This I share with you, so come and take,
if you don't, so many loved ones lives are at stake.
I believe in you, so what do you have to loose?
The answer is absolutely nothing, me you do choose.
chance after chance I give to see what you actually do.
Stop thinking you are still at the fence of decision,
your life is Mine, I move in you with power and vision.
Let your emotions flow, don't hide them anymore,
when you let them go, people will begin to move from their core.
Hearts will beat for Me, once you see your change,
no boundaries are keeping you, no limits on your range.
Love like you have, I give to only a few,
I know deep within them I can trust cuz they are pure and true.
So I say it is time for you to see, open your eyes,
when you do so, you will see such a wonderful prize.
You don't give yourself credit, stop beating yourself down,
set your caring eyes on this Glorious crown.
This I share with you, so come and take,
if you don't, so many loved ones lives are at stake.
I believe in you, so what do you have to loose?
The answer is absolutely nothing, me you do choose.
Brotherly Love
Father tonight you have made me think,
it's about time I let you fill me like a sink.
Instead of me controlling my life, it's you,
forever and ever that will stand true.
God you brought my brother her tonight,
even with all the things he goes through to fight.
I can't thank you enough for what you do for me,
something so close to my heart came to see.
Bring him to Your feet, let him feel your power,
no longer will he hide his emotions in a tower.
Jesus I thank you for this great twin you gave,
he has been on my heart for some time to save.
I ask you to just work in him, calm his mind,
til his true self in you he does find.
He means so much, and would hate to loose him,
together in you, we shall eternally swim.
it's about time I let you fill me like a sink.
Instead of me controlling my life, it's you,
forever and ever that will stand true.
God you brought my brother her tonight,
even with all the things he goes through to fight.
I can't thank you enough for what you do for me,
something so close to my heart came to see.
Bring him to Your feet, let him feel your power,
no longer will he hide his emotions in a tower.
Jesus I thank you for this great twin you gave,
he has been on my heart for some time to save.
I ask you to just work in him, calm his mind,
til his true self in you he does find.
He means so much, and would hate to loose him,
together in you, we shall eternally swim.
Seeing Beyond This World
We are blind in this world we live in,
equiped with eyes from God to win.
Seeing thigs we never thought possible before,
looking around I see soldiers marching to war.
Worshiping on the way in a song of praise to You,
singing our hearts to God cuz love him is what we do.
I peer beyond this world and see the true enemy come,
no backing down, we charge triumphantly til it's done.
The song vibrates my entire being, Your love runs deep,
fighting for souls is where I choose to make my leap.
The spirit realm is where I enter my blade,
my love for you Lord will never fade.
Jesus you grip us tighter than our earthly mother,
you reach further than skin deep, more of me than any other.
I have not changed who you made me, it shines bright,
the gifts You gave remain vibrant even at night.
Feeling your presence at my side is so reassuring,
every touch of your hand is all powerful and curing.
equiped with eyes from God to win.
Seeing thigs we never thought possible before,
looking around I see soldiers marching to war.
Worshiping on the way in a song of praise to You,
singing our hearts to God cuz love him is what we do.
I peer beyond this world and see the true enemy come,
no backing down, we charge triumphantly til it's done.
The song vibrates my entire being, Your love runs deep,
fighting for souls is where I choose to make my leap.
The spirit realm is where I enter my blade,
my love for you Lord will never fade.
Jesus you grip us tighter than our earthly mother,
you reach further than skin deep, more of me than any other.
I have not changed who you made me, it shines bright,
the gifts You gave remain vibrant even at night.
Feeling your presence at my side is so reassuring,
every touch of your hand is all powerful and curing.
Friday, September 17, 2010
Humility
This changes as our age arises with wisdom,
some show it more than others as they live.
A fear in the mind is where it's from,
it is something I rarely try to give.
In me it also brings upon another emotion,
anger follows once in a while without warning.
If only I could get rid of it with a simple potion,
but the side effects might leave others in mourning.
People losing those close to them with a tear,
seeing the shame of lost ones in a dead mirror.
Figuratively, they feel alone in their lives,
stabbed by hurtful sayings like sharp knives.
Is there a good version to humility?
I believe there is and it's a great thing,
being complemented on something can get you higher than a tree.
Those sweet words are way better than a sting,
there are more ways that it can be taken in a good way.
For those things said are welcome to be kept in mind
so those thoughts can come out to the mind and play.
Pieces of our lives we love shall never be left behind.
some show it more than others as they live.
A fear in the mind is where it's from,
it is something I rarely try to give.
In me it also brings upon another emotion,
anger follows once in a while without warning.
If only I could get rid of it with a simple potion,
but the side effects might leave others in mourning.
People losing those close to them with a tear,
seeing the shame of lost ones in a dead mirror.
Figuratively, they feel alone in their lives,
stabbed by hurtful sayings like sharp knives.
Is there a good version to humility?
I believe there is and it's a great thing,
being complemented on something can get you higher than a tree.
Those sweet words are way better than a sting,
there are more ways that it can be taken in a good way.
For those things said are welcome to be kept in mind
so those thoughts can come out to the mind and play.
Pieces of our lives we love shall never be left behind.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Pain Is Gone
Walking through these seats I can feel so much,
going past the rows there is anger and fear in every touch.
Why are the students crying from within?
Can they not see their life of sin?
For we are here to show them the way,
a safe place for them to rest or stay.
But no, they hide true feelings deep,
not realizing the path they walk is so steep.
Tears and sorrow are as clear as day,
what they need is something they can not buy.
Something that our Lord Jesus did pay,
God is waiting for them to give it a try.
The chairs attack like a serpent in the wild,
bringing forth the fear we once had as a child.
I say, you are far greater than this,
because you are marked by a holy kiss.
The plans He has in store for you, I do not know,
they are powerful indeed, so trust in God and He will show.
Your pain shall be gone in His name,
the Almighty One, in whom there is no shame.
going past the rows there is anger and fear in every touch.
Why are the students crying from within?
Can they not see their life of sin?
For we are here to show them the way,
a safe place for them to rest or stay.
But no, they hide true feelings deep,
not realizing the path they walk is so steep.
Tears and sorrow are as clear as day,
what they need is something they can not buy.
Something that our Lord Jesus did pay,
God is waiting for them to give it a try.
The chairs attack like a serpent in the wild,
bringing forth the fear we once had as a child.
I say, you are far greater than this,
because you are marked by a holy kiss.
The plans He has in store for you, I do not know,
they are powerful indeed, so trust in God and He will show.
Your pain shall be gone in His name,
the Almighty One, in whom there is no shame.
Sword On the Mountain
Time has come for you to breakthrough,
in you I shall fill and make new.
You must climb this mountain of suffering and pain,
enduring this adventure there will be much to gain.
At the end you will lift a mighty sword so high,
on the top of the hill it will reach the sky.
Sickness will not get in your way,
God’s healing hand is upon you and there it shall stay.
Push towards Him and anything can be done,
during this the hearts of the lost shall be won.
Look to me when in trouble or in need,
I raise the weak and plant so much seed.
They grow strong and then start to sew,
the fruits of the harvest are here, everyone does know.
Days in head of you shall strengthen your core,
hearing my voice, speaking to the poor.
Follow Jesus’ word, spend time with Him,
His light will shine bright on you when you are dim.
Go forth and do what I am asking of you,
and what you are seeking for will come true
in you I shall fill and make new.
You must climb this mountain of suffering and pain,
enduring this adventure there will be much to gain.
At the end you will lift a mighty sword so high,
on the top of the hill it will reach the sky.
Sickness will not get in your way,
God’s healing hand is upon you and there it shall stay.
Push towards Him and anything can be done,
during this the hearts of the lost shall be won.
Look to me when in trouble or in need,
I raise the weak and plant so much seed.
They grow strong and then start to sew,
the fruits of the harvest are here, everyone does know.
Days in head of you shall strengthen your core,
hearing my voice, speaking to the poor.
Follow Jesus’ word, spend time with Him,
His light will shine bright on you when you are dim.
Go forth and do what I am asking of you,
and what you are seeking for will come true
Struggling Challenge
Some would say that we are not challenged in our life as Christians, but I would argue that idea til I die. Life itself, everyday is a struggle to maintain the aspects of Jesus in our walk through this vile world. Walking through pain and suffering of those we pass by in a daily basis, we feel the sorrow upon their hearts. Being in-tune with the spiritual needs of people around me is something I so desperately crave, and I have tasted that this past week. A challenge arose for Dibor to survive in a place as a group we have not been. New York City, a devastated area with so much going on in the citizens within it. Not to mention the arguments we as a group encountered between ourselves. This reminded me of when the devil tried to tempt Jesus so many times but He never once gave into them. I mean yes, we were fighting at times but they were solved quickly and just strengthened everyone. There were so many times during our trip that a Jesus moment happened, us going to help people and just blessing the places they worked or even lived in. Leadership of the group was a difficult thing for us, some people didn’t agree with others and so stressful periods had to be addressed.After talking it out as a group, our mission hit us in the face and things became clear on what we needed to do. I was challenged personally by being the initiator and becoming bold enough to just pray for random people and strike up conversations with them. Throughout the four days of being there we were blessed with $100, helped with transportation, meals by several people, and great testimonies of a variety of people. The Lord actually confronted me personally about my mindset of how the trip was said to go and the actuality of what it was. I had such high hopes for things to happen, but never realized things were going on that blessed the ones we were helping. I just broke down one night and humbled myself before God, and experienced such a one on one appointment that was so powerful and moved me to think in a better, positive way. The people we talked to on the streets or the ferry accepted the gift of prayer we had for them and were changed by what we shared. This one guy at Battery Park on Thursday I will never forget, I went up to him and asked if he would like me to pray for him. He said, “Why do you think that I need prayer?” At that moment I was thinking, this guy is not going to want to hear what I have to say. All I said to him was that I just felt like I needed to pray for him and he accepted it. Then just talking to him briefly I found out he has made poor health and family decisions and just wanted some help. Right then I knew God was moving in his heart and this guy would be changed forever by this random kid from Upstate New York. This whole trip was a crucial step for me in developing a stronger relationship with my peers and most importantly my Father. How God moves through us is so amazing and sometimes scary, but we just need to embrace what He has and the world will bend and fall to His feet.
Dear Joe
You know I love you, so why do you think every time something good happens in your life, something bad happens to someone close to you? It’s not necessarily a challenge, but seeing how you deal with it. You are becoming more like Me. It does pain Me to try these things but you are handling them like My son. So in return they will get better. Your brother, no, more than that, tons of people you know shall change drastically including yourself very soon. You have shown such a strong growth in Me over this past year with some minor fall backs, but you continue to push through and that My son shows Me your desire to be more like Me. The pain you feel shall decrease, along with certain anger issues you are dealing with. So go forth and do work, start speaking to strangers about Me and prophecies about them shall come true. You are an Earth Changer,a Mover of Hearts, go share these poems I have given you. Your writings I bestowed upon you read to the masses and watch their reactions. I Am Yours, Take Me and Pour My Love to Others.
Forever You Are Loved,
God
Forever You Are Loved,
God
Playful Visitation
Father I see that You just want to be a friend to us,
no matter if we are alone in a field or on a crowded bus.
You want us to lead a life of servanthood,
doing our own things grins trouble, that’s never good.
As You work in us, calming our spirit and mind down,
we slowly begin to see our coheir-ship that comes with a crown.
For everything You do for us, we thank You for coming,
through praise of song or just a talk, even when we are humming.
How You just wanna sit with us or mess around,
our joy in You is something great we have found.
You want us to lead a life of servanthood,
doing our own things grins trouble, that’s never good.
As You work in us, calming our spirit and mind down,
we slowly begin to see our coheir-ship that comes with a crown.
For everything You do for us, we thank You for coming,
through praise of song or just a talk, even when we are humming.
How You just wanna sit with us or mess around,
our joy in You is something great we have found.
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